Sunday, February 28, 2010

Bollocks!

Mood: Utterly faithless and angry.

Absurd! How the nerve! This woman that I called Mother had rendered me faithless. I'm really, really angered by her damned sarcasm! It was a mere Ez-Link card of which I have misplaced and I don't EVEN know how the deuce it got out of my wallet and vanish into thin air. Buggery.

Look Mama, it isn't exactly my fault, at least half of it was, that I have misplaced that pathetic little card. I blame my carelessness too, but I was expecting a piece of advice from you. But all I got was sarcasm, sarcasm, sarcasm. Damn it all!

Tick and a tock, time is passing by. GET OVER IT! It isn't half your fault that you have courted a man of such irresponsibility. YOU deserve better. Neither was it mine, you know. I said no to the courtship, neither did I said yes. And I agree I've admitted that he was a pretty nice man, but apparently, it was all his husk. Foul beast are to be banished, I believe, innocents should be left alone. I, for one, happen to be innocent. Leave me out of your rage and anger. Damn me if wrong, but you have been not yourself for a bloody long time. Ever since you came home from Taiwan, you have been foul in mood and in the process, I was assaulted. Psychologically.

And you blame of for starting to puff away. Have you ever looked back into the past when I beg of you to quit smoking but you would brush it aside and tell me lie after lie about you never to smoke again? Buggery. You have been most foolish to think that you have not influenced me. I've loved you for a long time and now, I might just be growing faithless.

Dash it all. Dash it all. I will end my blabbering.

Love,
Alfie.