Breebree free theengs!

Mood: Inspired and a little bit of sadness

Enjoying: Some special herbal tea from granny!


Hi people.

First of all, fuck school. Art was 3 fucking hours and I fucking finished in an hour and a half, and I would've spent the three fucking hours absorbing my physics.

Second, Fuck physics. Because shit never is being taught in school, and we don't fucking understand. Thank you fucking Retnam. Fuck your brains.

Alright and lastly, I've got a new poetry that I'm inspired to write like half an hour ago.

I'll be calling it "Every Drop Of Misses I've Given To You"


[ Call it sickness if you would,
call it a sydrome.
Call it wasting time if you should,
because I'm not your typical brute.
Don't even call me crude,
for this is rude.
Because for every drop of misses,
I saved them all for you.

Its like a pandemic,
its like flu.
And when I give these misses to you,
I feel the blues, blues, blues.
Autumn came,
summer left,
and we were left with memories,
memories of us as friends.

Like the water and paint,
they blend.
Like a flash storm,
it'll end.
Before I could make a sound,
before I could turn around,
you're gone.
without a trace,
like the indie lable song.

Alfie (c) .2009 ]



Et si j'ai dit que je vous ai aimés, diriez-vous oui aussi ? Cela être assez?

I'm getting out of my mind.

Mood: Bewildered, dumbfounded.

Enjoying: Jazz and whiskey.


HI PEOPLE. you might wonder why I'm always indulging in alcohol. Well, you can do it too, if you have a bottle of whiskey and you have only 3 or 4 shots max everyday. Works wonder for your system ;)


okayyyyy so.. Its a monday. and I came home early. Fuck prelims. Anyway hers a little something that I sent to someone. Kinda love it.



Its untitled though. hehe


[It seemed like it was today when I realise the truth,
the truth about me, not you.
My admiration for you knows no boundaries,
and even though I know you've got him,
but I'll still think of you when the lights have dimmed.
Shake me awake from this dream,
a dream of you and me,
but I know chances of it are slim.

I asked myself,
"what would she do, what is there to lose?"
but I've always knew reality was being crude.
"Goodbye friendship, hello heartache."
these words lingered in my head.
These words haunt me on my bed.
For every dream I had,
I dreamt them all for you.
For all the dreams I kept,
I reserved them all for you.
Do not doubt this,
for all is true.

I never thought it'll start,
and I don't want this to part.
Loving is an art,
so be my canvas.
Be one of the parts.
The part that completes the puzzle,
keep these eyes hazel.

I would be your best inamorato,
but I'll be hiding in the cold.
For your every glance takes away my soul.
Grant me the wish to be by your side,
spare me the tears, don't make me cry.
I'll say goodbye to alone if you would,
I'll say I love you, a lot, if I should.

Alfie .(c) 2009.

happy belated birthday, Elaina!

Mood: JOVIAL!

Enjoying: Star Movies and Whiskey for company! (because Elaina's party was so straight edged LOL)

Hoi! Yea hey. So it was likke 11.45pm did I reach home and I've decided to write a poetry for my birthday girl, Elaina!


Title's

When God Decided To Show Off.

Because he was underestimate,
he took up his pen.
He drew a figure on the paper,
a figure with tiny hands.
A girl the size of a mouse,
a girl with the heart the size of a bear.
mesmerized many,
she was proud,
Like a morning magpie,
thats how her voice had sound.
"before you is perfection," God said
"and now I lend her to you, return me on this date."
For He loved His creation too much,
and he's afraid she'll start of fade.
He wants to give her to someone,
a responsible mate.

The time will come where he will take her back,
the time she'll take her last waltz dance.
He'll show to the Angels of ranks,
how much of a success he had done in this day.
The ninth day on the ninth month of the year '96,
She made everyone feel honoured,
she made everyone feel pround.
And her beatuy will not stop until the seventh trumpet sound.

Alfie (c). 2009

To live or not to?

HI PEOPLE! ITS BEEN AWHILE SINCE I'VE LAST POSTED ANY THING HERE! I apologise for that! Yea. O level's catching up with us and I can't take time off to post anything. Life is going well and of course, what is life without storms?

NO STORM SHALT CAPSIZE THE SHIP WHENCE I ART THY CAPTAIN!


Yea. I've written a new one. Its called.

A Lullaby For the broken hearted.

Lessons learnt from break up are always present,

Heartbreaker will stay triumphant forever.

I tried crawling out of the debris,

and in my soliloquy,

I cried out, wanting to be free.

I told my friends I never wanted to bleed.

I only knew how much razor blades can hurt me,

never knew how much you could too.

All the times I spent on you,

all the telephone bill I spent on you,

the times I got blamed for loving you.

It never held me back,

but why girl,

why have you left?

Why have you leave me to Mr. Death?

You left me crying like a fool.

I never knew you could cry in your sleep,

I never knew how tragic it is,

to be awaken every night by your nightmare.

Girl you were in all my dreams,

being good or bad.

For the last time,

I want you to know how much you mean to me.

Alfie. (C) 2009

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Mood: Pathetic.

Enjoying: Suicidal thoughts


Ahh hello readers. Sorry for the irregular posts. Didn't have time to post.

Well valentines day's just around the corner.. It sucks big time.

Well. I need some inspiration. So I'll postpone the poem to some other time. Cheers peeps.


Please tell me you love me too.

err..?

Mood: ...

Enjoying: Long Black coffee.



Sure was a long day. Been at great granny's from 12pm - 4pm. Like oh-em-eff-gee long please.
Yea of course, being in a quiet corner, memories and thoughts of what was, what wasn't,what is gonna be, and what is never gonna be. Therefore, with this equation, I got the final answer of it being another Poem. So I asked for a piece of a4 paper and a pen, and started composing. (Boy oh boy, those adults that understand English loved my poem so much. And I'm proud of it. )


This one is called,

[Till Death Do Us Part ?]

[Walking down the chapel,
Glancing down those eyes, hazel.
I swore the God,
But it's simply too odd.
I recited: "Till death, will us part."
The crowd went: "is it from the bottom of your heart?"
I woke up in an instance,
It was just a nightmare I thought,
A nightmare that made me sob.
Being a person made of tears,
I've cried for the pass 2 years.
Everyday and ever night,
that I cried,
I glance down the street,
a street full of blinding lights.

I know I'm never good for you,
I know it hurts to hear the truth.
I thought you would love me the same,
boy oh boy, I'm just being insane.
I know I could never be like him.
the perfect, perfect him.
to you he is all,
but he won't catch you when you fall.
I will my darling, I promise you.
I will stay by you.
Well, this is never new.
I'm just a phone call away always.

Dear, you are never the same,
when that day has came.
the day I told you I love you so
I thought it was nice for you had know.
Well girl, those are words from my soul.
From this last sentence, I wish you goodbye,
And it's a forever goodnight.

Alfie (c) 2009.]


girl, just talk to me again. Just call me your friend, and I can die happy. I swear.

Omg.

Mood: Well, soso.

Enjoying: the smell or cold hard cash.. And Starbucks coffee (didn't know hot coffee would taste oh-so-awesome)



well, its been a nice CNY.. Money, food, going out. Whats there not to love?


Ahh.. CNY would be perfect if its not for you ): my only regret.. How I wish I could share my joy with you.

Yepyep today we had this sorta lousy celebration party in school. But our class's was the BEST-EST since we had "Yu-Sheng" thingy but without the "Yu (fish)" Safe for consumption.. Yea.

Anyway, inspirations came knocking, so I decided to compose another one..

Its called,

[She Loves Me So.

I told a lie, a lie to you.
My dear friends, here's the truth.
I thought she loved me too.
it was just a thought, nothing more.
The thought popped out, as I face the four walls.
Well, I wanted to write a story,
about my bitter-sweet history.
This affection is painful,
even when I played it by the rules.
I told myself that she loves me so,
just so I can fill this deep deep hole,
in the depths of my heart,
where the hammer strucked.

I lay my head on this wet pillow,
as I cried out my sorrow.
I thought, She loves me so.
I just want you to know,
darling dear, I love you so.
The truth hurts as we all know.
It hurt so much, it damages your soul.
As I pen this down, feeling the ache,
the ache in my heart that I can never fake.
Darling, if its not today that I'll leave,
Then tomorrow shall be the day that I won't breath.

Like the morns' sun, mesmerizing and charming,
yet sorrowful and harming.
You dazzle me with your light of charm,
and that body, I want to wrap it with my arm.
I crave for thy affection too,
I crave for the same I gave you.

Alfie (c) 2009.]


And its not everyday that I go to sleep and not wake up in the middle of it. I think of you. Everyday, dream of you everynight.