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Mood: Angry, anxious.

Hello! Oh my god! I went to seven-elevens today and got myself a pack of Eclipse but yea, I was stupid enough to have walked out of the store with the thing in my pocket. And I got suspected for theft. I paid, of course and that shopkeeper was being so sarcastic! Oh my lord. I would almost sack his face but yea, its my fault so I'm not gonna do that. But I lost it and swear at him. I must sincerely apologize for that.

Well, yesterday was a lonely Saturday night and you were running in my head like the entire night. I only fell asleep at five in the morning and I woke up to realize I've only fallen asleep for three minutes! Silly me. Yea. Anxiety attack has kept me awake for the entire night. I'm just so afraid. So, so afraid. We all know what I'm afraid of so let us not mention it. But as long as you are happy, I'll be happy too. "I'll smile when you smile, I'll frown when you frown." I'll always remember this. I'm your bed and you'll be sure that you have something to lie on.

And I hope you'll like the little surprise I have in stored for you.

Alfie.

For once, it is not a masquerade. It's a carnival.

Mood: Hopeless, genuinely happy.

Hello.

Today was a really short day. Like holy crap. And well, yesterday night wasn't the best night I've had. I guess I have to give something in order to achieve something.

Hey, listen, girl. Do not worry about a thing. Everything's gonna be alright. Shes only doing so just to protect me. She doesn't hate anyone. I'll talk to her about everything okay? It'll be fine. One day, she'll realize how sweet of a girl you are. "To me you're the star, to me you're my heart", remember? So if she's gonna dislike the star and my heart, she's gonna dislike me then. Please shine again. My day is a rainy one without your glitter.

Alfie.

HAHAHA

Mood: Tired, agonized.

Hello. Wow. For the first time, I feel asleep during class. And it was during practical. I hate this headache man. Like so brutally uncomfortable. I've realized that my story is like every other male acquaintance I have. But I just hope I would have an ending totally different from theirs. Do I have the write to dream, I asked. I think I do.

Well I just that day come no matter how long it takes. I just want You and I to be Us.

You take care and have a speedy recovery because I miss you every second without your presence!

Alfie.

Hoho.

Mood: Hopeless, Tired.

Hello. Well, it's been a tough day filled with laughter. Thanks to Elfie, Ed, Ming hui, ced, Yas, JL, Brendan, Howwie. And you. I now understand why people had to wear their mask. Because being happy will make those around you happy too.

Ridiculing people gets old and when it does, I have absolutely nothing else to do. Well, I made you laugh and I am really happy about it. And hence, I smiled pretty much my entire day.

Whenever I see you, I would have two voices in my head. One voice's telling me to give up because it will be nothing but a void. Another tells me that I should carry on. One part of me is hopeless, the other is hopeful. And I finally now what hopelessness feels like.

Take good care of yourself since he will no longer be there to care and I will do whatever I can to make you feel cared and loved.

Rest well, princess. You have a fever, okay?

Alfie.

Oh?

Mood: Lost, disappointed, enlightened.

Hello people. Have you ever get that feeling of yours, when you wake up in the morning and you feel absolutely lost? Well, I just had that kind of feeling. Like seriously. I wake up this morning to realize I've lost something. I don't know what but yea, I feel lost. Perhaps its that talk we have yesterday, you know? Guess my hopes are finally dwindling since I'm trying not to give myself too much. I'll be happy, as I promised but sometimes, I just can't help but feel my melancholic side get the better of me.

Thanks for listening to me pour my sorrows out yesterday and I really hope someday, we'll join hands as one.

I'll hold my left hand in the air and my right across my heart. I swear I would wait until that day comes. I'll love you even if it doesn't.

Alfie.

Irreplaceable.

Mood: Relieved, tired, apologetic.

Hey people! Wow, the frequency of me blogging has increased. And it's all because of you. Well, they will decrease because I'll be putting them on pen and paper and into the envelope. Just hope that you will read them. :)

School's tiring though. Didn't get enough sleep. And the ghost story moment is SPLENDID! I couldn't ask for anything more exciting and enjoyable. Thank you, darlings!

Alfie.

WEE

Mood:Hopeful.

Well, it's the 10th of may and it's a bright Monday morning. Nothing much to talk about since its the start of the day, you know. HOHO!

You texted me late in the night to tell me that "we've wronged him", and the first thought was, how naive could my sweet girl be? I've been through all these and as a guy, I can safely say when my ex-girlfriend whom still loves me a lot ask me about a girl I complimented, I would try to conjure a lie just to make her feel better. I do not doubt his love for you but somehow, I feel he doesn't know how to do it properly. If you want him back, dear, you have to talk to him about it. It is the best for both of you.

HEHE! I'm looking forward to today and I shall see my darlings... YES DARLINGS, in school today!

Alfie.