I'm getting out of my mind.

Mood: Bewildered, dumbfounded.

Enjoying: Jazz and whiskey.


HI PEOPLE. you might wonder why I'm always indulging in alcohol. Well, you can do it too, if you have a bottle of whiskey and you have only 3 or 4 shots max everyday. Works wonder for your system ;)


okayyyyy so.. Its a monday. and I came home early. Fuck prelims. Anyway hers a little something that I sent to someone. Kinda love it.



Its untitled though. hehe


[It seemed like it was today when I realise the truth,
the truth about me, not you.
My admiration for you knows no boundaries,
and even though I know you've got him,
but I'll still think of you when the lights have dimmed.
Shake me awake from this dream,
a dream of you and me,
but I know chances of it are slim.

I asked myself,
"what would she do, what is there to lose?"
but I've always knew reality was being crude.
"Goodbye friendship, hello heartache."
these words lingered in my head.
These words haunt me on my bed.
For every dream I had,
I dreamt them all for you.
For all the dreams I kept,
I reserved them all for you.
Do not doubt this,
for all is true.

I never thought it'll start,
and I don't want this to part.
Loving is an art,
so be my canvas.
Be one of the parts.
The part that completes the puzzle,
keep these eyes hazel.

I would be your best inamorato,
but I'll be hiding in the cold.
For your every glance takes away my soul.
Grant me the wish to be by your side,
spare me the tears, don't make me cry.
I'll say goodbye to alone if you would,
I'll say I love you, a lot, if I should.

Alfie .(c) 2009.