Hey

Mood: Happy and havin' a blast!

Well, as many of my lovely friend knows, I'm starting a new life in Second Life. It may sound lame and stuff, people but trust me. You'll get the bug as soon as you start to get a foothold in the game! Beautiful avatars to admire (makes you wish you're like them!), amazing live sets that people play from around the globe. Jazz clubs for you to enjoy. Mmmhmm..

Nuff said! See, I'm here to blog because the beautiful but lets her insecure get the best of her, going by the nick of Dahlia and she's a girl that had figured out the switch somewhere deep in my heart that switches my mood from Happy to Sad, to depressed and over the moon. (It goes four ways because she definitely doesn't know where the angry and fucking pissed off switch is.) 

See, sweetie you've been through SO much. And I was very sorry for the harsh words I've used when we were talking. I just want you to wake up. If I can't wake you up by shaking you gently, I would have to slap you across the face, right? Tofu, dearest you have to let go and let someone who cares and appreciate and loves you in. Let the bad vibes out and let the good ones in. Like chinese new year. Your mom sweeps the floor, and rids them from the dirt and allow all the good luck to come in. LOL! What a metaphor!

See, Dahlia, I understand how many guys are vying for you attention and I absolutely am fine with that because I know I'm the best! TEEHEE. Nah.. am actually very very scared, really. Am really scared, really. It is not that I cannot commit but I'm afraid that you can't. I don't want to wait another 3 years before we could be one because... It'll probably be too late. I'm insecured and you know that. I'm just scared. Because if I don't take your hand right now, I probably will never be able to.

WEH! NO DISTANCE AH! DON'T MAKE ME DEVELOP THE FEAR OF BLOGGING FOR YOU! Keep in mind that you are the world to me and will always be.

Twas fate that brought you to me, and it shall be fate that brings you closer. Every minute with you in my embrace is like a decade in heaven. Hugs and kisses, sweetie!

xoxo,

Alfie.