Omg.

Mood: Well, soso.

Enjoying: the smell or cold hard cash.. And Starbucks coffee (didn't know hot coffee would taste oh-so-awesome)



well, its been a nice CNY.. Money, food, going out. Whats there not to love?


Ahh.. CNY would be perfect if its not for you ): my only regret.. How I wish I could share my joy with you.

Yepyep today we had this sorta lousy celebration party in school. But our class's was the BEST-EST since we had "Yu-Sheng" thingy but without the "Yu (fish)" Safe for consumption.. Yea.

Anyway, inspirations came knocking, so I decided to compose another one..

Its called,

[She Loves Me So.

I told a lie, a lie to you.
My dear friends, here's the truth.
I thought she loved me too.
it was just a thought, nothing more.
The thought popped out, as I face the four walls.
Well, I wanted to write a story,
about my bitter-sweet history.
This affection is painful,
even when I played it by the rules.
I told myself that she loves me so,
just so I can fill this deep deep hole,
in the depths of my heart,
where the hammer strucked.

I lay my head on this wet pillow,
as I cried out my sorrow.
I thought, She loves me so.
I just want you to know,
darling dear, I love you so.
The truth hurts as we all know.
It hurt so much, it damages your soul.
As I pen this down, feeling the ache,
the ache in my heart that I can never fake.
Darling, if its not today that I'll leave,
Then tomorrow shall be the day that I won't breath.

Like the morns' sun, mesmerizing and charming,
yet sorrowful and harming.
You dazzle me with your light of charm,
and that body, I want to wrap it with my arm.
I crave for thy affection too,
I crave for the same I gave you.

Alfie (c) 2009.]


And its not everyday that I go to sleep and not wake up in the middle of it. I think of you. Everyday, dream of you everynight.