wow.. no no no way.. hah.

Mood: How would you feel if you've cried for an entire night yesterday?

Enjoying: The quietness of the 4 walls

Hey readers. Yea.Typical day, typical sunshine mixed with the winds. Went out with Chunsen to chill out. We talked alot. About life, about girls, about anything under the sun.. Yes even studies.. Then now, I'm all alone at home again. thats when thoughts starts playing yet again. Seeking the answers to why you're not talking to me anymore. I thank you for your 1 word text reply. 

Yea and hence. Inspirations kicked my in the butt again. I call this

[The Grey-blue Sky.

under the clear blue sky,

my heart tried to decide.

Should I let you go?

Or should I make you by my side.

Everytime I try,

To speak to you.

Even try to say goodbye.

I'd look at you,

in those dark pearl eyes.

you'd look away

You'd make my heart sway.

you hate me,yes you do.

now i've decided

I shall let this affection ended.

like the sound of the swaying trees.

like the sound of the crackling sticks

I will leave without a trace.

I will leave, today.

Alfie (c) 2009.]

In case you're reading this blog, I dedicate every single poem, every drop of tears and blood to you.