silence..

Mood:Like always.

enjoying: The breeze and a cuppa latte.


Just so y'all know, I'm not at home. I'm outside mcdonalds.. somehow, theres a "WiFi" leakage LOL. I'm able to use it in a park nearby (yes I'm at the west side)


yea. the irony. Morning breeze, sitting outside mcdonalds and watching the wave crash and all makes you feel even more depressed lol.

Yea. Inspiration strucks me as well as depression. Peaceful morning.



I call this one, Silence In Black And White (tribute to Hawthorne Heights especially Casey Calvert.But majorly how I felt about my "intriguing" love for her[you])



As I clicked on my TV remote,
Came a knock on a door,
and he left there a note
its the grim, his sign-off told me so
its the grim, in his handwriting, so cold.
colours starts to fade,
and a loud boom, it sounded like a grenade.
everything stopped.
everything halt.
flashes of memory began to crawl.
not too long later, memories began to stop.
on the images we once had,
on the good times we once shared.

I tried to forget,
I tried to reject.
On the story never told,
on the story that never ends.
for I promise to wait for yo my dear,
forever and ever.
but the price it too high to pay.
but I know its now or never.

Somehow, I managed to step outside.
Everything was silent.
Everything was black and white.
My sight flickering as it may seem,
everything became slower than me.
as if I was dead.
as if I was never there.
I tried calling everyone out.
but they seem to ignore me.
I tried shouting them out,
even those that didn't know me.

I cried and I sobbed.
I cried and I weeped.
Figurines starts to bob.
those that know who were we.
We were good friends.
Brother and sister.
now we became nothing,
Its you and a stranger.
A stranger that knows you well,
a stranger that wants you now.
A stranger that became lifeless.
in the fight to seize the crown.
the crown of your love,
its the reason he was hurt.
and it was for your love,
did he realise,
he'd better sleep and die.
he just wants to bless you,
when you sleep everynight.

Soon, the church bell sounded,
my soul, was once again hounded.
not long, it was finally blinded.
by the white light you gave out,
before the grace I fell down.
like an angel, beautiful yet hard to hold,
like the devil, you took my soul.

I will miss you, I said out loud.
I will love you, not only now..


Copyrighted (c) Alfie ]


Girl, every time I think I have, its a shot of a gun, directly hitting my heart. and everytime I dream of you, its the sinking of the dagger, deep into the heart slowly carving out your name. I thank you for the time we spent before.