Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Humhumhum!

Mood: Relieved and optimistic.



Know, I had such a great time with Willabelle just now, chatting bout some stuff and I had actually learned a lesson on what a girl truly wants. Its not about being all fancy pantsy and being a through and through gentleman, its about being a rake sometimes. Every now and then, you've gotta be an ass. But keep it cool, because if you overdo it, you're a complete ass and theres no way you can reverse it. You just "Shrute-ed" it (quoted from The Office, Love the show thank you so very much.) Which means you completely screwed something out with no ways of reversing it.

Well, I don't know. I feel kinda empty right now. Like I need a date. I need someone to be like there for me to care about, to look out for. Truth be told, I actually like loving someone. But of course, I need someone to love me back the same way I do. "I'm a love bank that desperately need deposits", I've always said. Hell yea.

Well, truth be told, I'll be that someone that calls you beautiful when others call you hot, because I think beautiful is more you than hot. Not that you're not but beautiful just suits you more. Call me if you need me, because I'm always your safety mattress you can fall back on. Don't worry because I'll break your fall.

And truthfully, I think its a bliss that you have someone to bicker with. I realized this and I so totally agree with the book Married By Morning by Lisa Kleypas. She writes such amazing love novels and I love all of them so much. Trust me. I'm not a fan to just one novelist. I have a list but it'll take me forever to name them out. I'm such a sucker for romance especially Historical romance. Mary Balogh is one writer that inspired me so much and from her stories, I try to learn how to be mean and nasty, but too bad, I ain't an aristocrat. I am not an "angel" nor am I a "devil" (Quoted from Seducing an Angel by Mary Balogh, which can be found in Kinokuniya and other major bookstores but not Popular.)

To all good guys out there, try being a rakehellish person for a change. I'm pretty sure you'll end up having a longer relationship than the once you've had before, and don't take it too far. AND to all rakes out there, try to be nicer, but retain that nastiness by like 24.4%, because a lot of girls get hurt when you overdo it. Its not advisable, asses.

Stay lovely and deliciously evil!

xoxo

Alfie.

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