Monday, May 17, 2010

ALL RIGHT!

Mood: Angst, terrible heartache, straightened out.


Hey people. Wow. Its been a tough day. Absolutely tough day. It ended at freaking six when it should be like 5. I'm so beat! Kudos to Guanjie for his amazing antics today. Ao Shun's "portrait" is fucking hilarious. I couldn't ask for anything funnier! Shan, you are amazingly funny today too. GOAL LAH GOAL LAH! LOL!

Well, behind the wall of laughter, I feel, well, lost. Lost, afraid. Like this phobic feeling and deja vu kinda feeling. Like everything's happening ALL over again. HAHAHA! But well, what is yours will be yours, someday, somehow. There is no denying that I would still love you, but well, I just want you to be happy this time round. Two days of contact has out-battled two months of care.

You go do what you love, love who you love. You can leave me alone and I'll be okay. Enjoy yourself while you're with him and try to forget whatever he had done to you.

Alfie.

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