Oh!

Mood: Disappointed yet genuinely happy.

Hello.

It's been 24 hours of thinking and I've yet to find a reason to why I should stop loving and start giving up.

If there's a movie that would make me relate to right now, is 500 Days of Summer. Because I'll always be your "best friend". And I'm glad that it will work out that way and it's because I'll find the next season after you have left.

"It is a story of a boy and a girl, but keep this in mind, this is not a love story. - 500 Days of Summer"

It will be our statement until you eventually open up your heart. I'm sorry for not being able to be the one. and of course, I'm rather jealous, and not envious of him. I really am. It's not an everyday thing that I fall so madly for a girl.

Thats when I wish everything would go back to when I first saw you. I would pull myself from falling in love with you and everything would be fine right now. Well, if only I could turn back time. If I could, I would know you and your ex-boyfriend and I'll travel back to your turbulent time and enlighten him, making sure that he treats you right and not make you cry. Like I've said, What is a man when he makes a woman cry?

I guess I'll just have to try my best until you fall in love with me and change our story plot to "The Notebook"

Alfie.