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Mood: Angry, anxious.

Hello! Oh my god! I went to seven-elevens today and got myself a pack of Eclipse but yea, I was stupid enough to have walked out of the store with the thing in my pocket. And I got suspected for theft. I paid, of course and that shopkeeper was being so sarcastic! Oh my lord. I would almost sack his face but yea, its my fault so I'm not gonna do that. But I lost it and swear at him. I must sincerely apologize for that.

Well, yesterday was a lonely Saturday night and you were running in my head like the entire night. I only fell asleep at five in the morning and I woke up to realize I've only fallen asleep for three minutes! Silly me. Yea. Anxiety attack has kept me awake for the entire night. I'm just so afraid. So, so afraid. We all know what I'm afraid of so let us not mention it. But as long as you are happy, I'll be happy too. "I'll smile when you smile, I'll frown when you frown." I'll always remember this. I'm your bed and you'll be sure that you have something to lie on.

And I hope you'll like the little surprise I have in stored for you.

Alfie.