Wednesday, May 12, 2010

Hoho.

Mood: Hopeless, Tired.


Hello. Well, it's been a tough day filled with laughter. Thanks to Elfie, Ed, Ming hui, ced, Yas, JL, Brendan, Howwie. And you. I now understand why people had to wear their mask. Because being happy will make those around you happy too.

Ridiculing people gets old and when it does, I have absolutely nothing else to do. Well, I made you laugh and I am really happy about it. And hence, I smiled pretty much my entire day.

Whenever I see you, I would have two voices in my head. One voice's telling me to give up because it will be nothing but a void. Another tells me that I should carry on. One part of me is hopeless, the other is hopeful. And I finally now what hopelessness feels like.

Take good care of yourself since he will no longer be there to care and I will do whatever I can to make you feel cared and loved.

Rest well, princess. You have a fever, okay?

Alfie.

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